Monthly Archives: January 2014

Breaking the Chains

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"Break Every Chain" 12 x 16 acrylic on canvas

“Break Every Chain” 12 x 16 acrylic on canvas

Last night I painted an acrylic painting on canvas which resonated with many people on facebook. It’s called “Break Every Chain” and you can see it here on this blog.

In this painting I broke the rules of some of my patterns of painting. I normally don’t paint on canvas because I prefer painting on Yupo paper. I don’t normally begin a painting knowing that I will have to stop in 30 minutes. I did so with this painting. Eighty Five Percent of the painting was finished in 30 minutes. This painting surprised me because it has a feel and energy that is literally bursting off the canvas.

I believe that in all of us there is so much more of us than we allow others to see. We are held captive by fear, and judgements that have been made over us and that we have made ourselves. We fear failure, rejection and ridicule. How many times have we told ourselves, “I’ll never do that again!” When we try something new and we feel inadequate we may not want to try it again. It’s safer to feel competent in our world where we know the rules and can function almost without thinking about it. But the price we pay for safety stifles our creativity and freedom.

So what are some of the chains you carry with you? Chains are anything that hold you bound to something or someone. That something can be the way others see you. It may be your past. It may be an addiction or unhealthy relationship. It may be just plain fear.
The first step in breaking free of the chains is to admit that the chains are there. Sometimes that’s the hardest step. Once that step is taken, see if someone has spoken judgement over you as “stupid”, “fat”, “ugly”, “incompetent”. Have you agreed with their judgement? If so, you need to forgive yourself for agreeing with a lie. You also need to forgive the person who hurt you by saying such things or treating you badly. You only hurt yourself if you don’t forgive. That other person is not suffering because you don’t forgive them.

Ultimately true forgiveness comes from the One who took every judgement upon Himself so we would not have to carry that judgement any longer. His gift of forgiveness is free and leads to true freedom. If you have not met Him yet or have forgotten about Him. His name is Jesus and He is in the business of breaking off your chains. “There is power in the name of Jesus to break every chain… to break every chain.”

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A Picture Says A Thousand Words

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Some concepts cannot adequately be expressed through words alone. Some things are better said with an image or picture. I think that’s why first impressions are so important. It’s a visual image we see and it speaks volumes.

As I’ve been painting a painting a day since January 1st, I’ve found myself digging deeper for subject matter. Images that normally wouldn’t find their way into my work are appearing. Yesterday I painted a painting entitled “Out Of The Shadows”

I’ve been facilitating a bible study/class/support group for victims of domestic abuse for the last three weeks. My eyes are being opened to the reality of a woman’s journey out of a silent suffering that occurs behind closed doors. As I was preparing for the lesson yesterday I painted “Out Of The Shadows” I was deeply feeling the sense of hiddenness that so many women feel when they hide in the shadows of abuse. Many times the hardest thing to do is admit that emotional, psychological and spiritual abuse is taking place. If they admit that this is happening then they will have to admit that their dream of a happy, successful marriage or relationship is nonexistent. But admitting the truth does set one free. And coming out of the shadows does begin the process of freedom from abuse. One of the tools that the abuser uses to keep his victim bound is the tool of silence. If the victim remains silent, the abuser has won and she is the one who continues to suffer.

I am honored to assist these courageous women begin to find their way out of darkness and into the light of truth and love. In the painting, a woman is covered by dark long material. She is breaking out of the silence and away from the identity of a victim. She is coming out into the light. In the background you see her abuser. As she steps forward, he is exposed. This is something he does not want and he turns away from the light.

This painting is symbolic of anyone who is stepping out of any kind of darkness of lies and into the truth. May it give you courage and understanding of the many women who suffer daily from abuse.  God is making a way for women of all backgrounds and faiths to come out of the shadows and get the help they need to find freedom. If you are one of those women I urge you to contact your local YWCA and talk to someone there.  The group I facilitate is Christian based and its founder lives in Oregon. God is moving heaven and earth to make a way for women to find their way out of the shadows and into the light. Let Him help you for He so loves you and He will never leave you. There is nothing, nothing, nothing that can separate you from Him.

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"Out Of The Shadows" Acrylic Ink and Acrylic Paint on Yupo paper

“Out Of The Shadows” Acrylic Ink and Acrylic Paint on Yupo paper

Lessons My Paint Has Taught Me

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How A Drawing Can Help Heal The Heart of a Child

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When I was a Mental Health Professional working with foster children I relied heavily on my knowledge of art and therapy to coax children to share things that were difficult to talk about. I was always amazed at the amount of trauma that many of these young children endured at such an early age, but I was just as amazed how one drawing could bring joy and evening healing to them.  They were now in a safe place, their foster homes, but they had not healed or talked about their previous trauma. I would meet weekly with these foster children in their foster homes to do therapy. It is difficult to get adults to talk about trauma, let alone a child. So I resorted many times to art as a way to help them express themselves.
On one occasion the 13 year-old boy that I worked with had a bad day at school. He said he was fine, but his body language and tone of voice said otherwise. He agreed to let me draw a pencil portrait of him. I asked him if he wanted to draw me while I drew him. He agreed. As he drew he dug hard and deep with his pencil onto his paper.

He began to loosen up and even smile a little. He was determined to draw me as he saw me. I was a little alarmed when I saw his finished drawing. He drew me as ugly and obviously angry. He wrote “Mrs. Deb releasing anger” on his drawing. By now, he was smiling and laughing and his mood had completely changed. He was then able to tell me about his day at school. He was able to get out his anger by drawing a drawing of me getting MY anger out. He had projected his anger onto me. I marveled at how amazing the process of drawing can assist someone to express something they are not even aware they are feeling. Art can be an open door to our emotions. IMG_2308
Art is a tool that can be used to soothe and heal a heart. How many times do we doodle while in a meeting or a lecture. It keeps us calm and enables us to stay sane.

Perhaps you are feeling sad, or anxious, mad or afraid about something. It may be difficult to talk about it or resolve it. Try drawing what you are feeling. Don’t analyze before you draw, just draw what you are feeling or what comes to mind. Try not to think too much about it. Once you are finished with your drawing you may understand something new about yourself or the situation. In any case, you should feel better just by drawing. It certainly cannot hurt.
There are exercises that one can do to explore and express the world of our emotions. Art used in this way is a tool, not necessarily a work of beauty,(although it can be) but of expression. That expression can bring insight and understanding to our hearts. In future posts I will give other examples and exercises for you to try. IMG_2309

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In The Beginning….

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How important is it to create and be creative? isn’t being creative a luxury? Isn’t it a non essential? After all, there are more important things to do like work at a job to pay for food, shelter and the necessities of life.

As children, we never thought about questions like this, we just were kids who knew how to play and have fun. Much of that fun had to do with creating games and skits and putting things together. Children are by nature creative. They can spend hours playing with wooden blocks or legos. To create is to imagine something in your mind and then give it form and life in the physical world. Any inventor can tell you that before they invented something, they imagined it.

I would venture to say that creating is really essential for happiness and emotional health. Not just for children but for people of all ages. One clue to validate the importance of creating is found in the bible.
In the beginning God CREATED the heavens and the earth. That is the first sentence in the bible. It tells us the very first thing that God ever did. The bible also tells us that we are made in His image. So if we are made in the Creator’s image… we were meant to create. It’s what He did in the beginning and continues to do each time a new baby is born.

If you find yourself feeling frustrated with life and feeling insignificant, perhaps you need to create. It might mean you need to express yourself through song, dance, a drawing. a painting, or the written word. The wonderful thing is that it won’t cost you tons of money. All you need is a desire to try. Do you have paper and pen? Do you have paper and some markers or crayons? Just begin. Write down your thoughts. Draw that image in your imagination. Get out your instrument and begin to play. Put on your dancing shoes. What have you got to lose? You were meant to create. It’s in your DNA. I’ll venture to say you’ll feel like a child again and that’s always a good thing.IMG_1441

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You Are A Masterpiece

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Throughout the years that I’ve been painting I’ve often contemplated how we ourselves are like a painting. Our lives sometimes don’t make any sense… just like a painting when an artist is first starting. The dark shadows in a painting as well as the dark times in our lives give the light and the joyful times a place to burst forth with clarity and beauty. It is always comforting to remember that God is not finished with painting us… we are a work in progress. As I was praying about what to post today on my blog, the Lord reminded me of a piece I wrote a several years ago. So here it is….

“You Are A Masterpiece”

IMAGINE…that you are a canvas. You are blank. Nothing has touched you until now. You are lying on a table in the Master Painter’s art studio. He comes over to you and picks you up and you feel His touch. He places you securely on his easel. He has been thinking about what He is going to paint on you for a long time. His thoughts and feelings about you have been stirring in His heart since the beginning of time. He is now ready to begin His masterpiece. He opens his paint box and takes out his brushes. Now He begins to mix His paints. you smell the turpentine and the linseed oil. With a charcoal stick He sketches the drawing for His painting with precision and skill. He steps back to take a look at His work. He smiles and says, “It is good”.

Next He picks up a paint brush and saturates it with paint. He paints the first stroke. You feel His touch through the brush. More brush strokes – each one strategically placed. Back and forth, up and down. You feel the cool paint brushed upon you. Pigments of color, bright yellow, blues and burnt umber begin to fill your surface. The Master  Painter begins to sing as He paints. He sings over you. All He sees is you… His emerging creation. you look into the Master Painter’s eyes. He is focused. His gaze is locked onto you. From deep within Him you emerge. You cannot see yet what you look like, but  you see the pleasure in His eyes. After days of painting you, He is finally finished. He signs His name on you. He steps back and sighs deeply. You, His masterpiece are finished. He smiles and says, “This is good. This is very good.”

You are God’s masterpiece. You reflect a part of the beauty of God, for you have been made in His image (Genesis 1:26). There is no other person exactly like you on the face of the earth. You are one of a kind, an original. God loves you deeply. IMG_0994

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Behind the Painting

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Committed To Create

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I Give You My Heart

I Give You My Heart  $145

"Enchanted"  $195

“Enchanted”
$195

"Good Ground"

“Good Ground”  $125

So I’ve made a 2014 resolution to paint 30 paintings in 30 days. I’ve read about other artists doing this but have never attempted this before. Basically I’ve never had the time before. Until recently I was working part-time as a therapist with foster children. That job was very rewarding but took a toll on my energy reserves. I don’t think I realized how taxing it was to me until my job ended December 2nd 2013. The ending of that job was mutually agreeable. I gave a 3 month notice and then two weeks later was informed that our program was closing in two months.
While everyone around me was lamenting about our closing, I was actually glad. Children would be placed in other programs and I would get a small severance package. And the most important thing would be that I could devote myself to my art full time.
Something happens when you make that full time commitment to create. You see yourself as a professional artist and not just someone who paints. When your livelihood depends on your art, you have to take yourself seriously. So when the idea came to paint 30 paintings in 30 days… it made sense to give it a try.
So here are my first three paintings for 2014 painted in three days. The first painting is a collage painting. I incorporated a previous painting from 2008 and a print of a recent painting. It’s called “Good Ground”. It is secured on stretched canvas and measures 20″ x 16″. The second painting is painted on Yupo paper with watercolors and acrylic ink. It is called “I Give You My Heart” and measures 10″ x 13″. I purposely started with darker colors and then went back and removed paint to make room for the light. It came quickly and I was pleased with the result. The third painting which I painted today is called “Enchanted” It is painted on Yupo paper with gouache and acrylic ink. When I showed my daughter, she liked it a lot. We both thought of the name “Enchanted” at the same time…. That’s not a coincidence.

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